Or, maybe, you don’t.
Do you ever sit up late at night, alone, surrounded by nobody in particular, and miss yourself?
Sometimes I do.

Or, maybe, you don’t.
Do you ever sit up late at night, alone, surrounded by nobody in particular, and miss yourself?
Sometimes I do.
Not easy times. Not easy at all. I wasn’t a fan of 2019. I’m even less a fan of 2020.
I knew things would be bad, and they have been—and we haven’t seen the end of it.
The thing to remember about all of this—the politics, the riots, the spread of disease months later, the conflict in our political space—is that it’s not about systems or politics.
This has nothing to do with leaders, leadership, government structures, budgets, or anything of that sort.
It all stems from a single fact: as individuals, we are narcissistic jerks, and getting more so all the time. Yes, this means you. Me, too. No government is good enough to make up for a land of assholes, and in any democratic system, partial or total, functional or dysfunctional, a land of assholes means an entire government superstructure of assholes, and top leadership of assholes.
We did this, and we’re stepping on the gas.
§ As you get older, the ghosts become more real than anything else.
§ Under the leaves, soil. Under the soil, stone. Under the stone, souls.
§ Radically empowering individuals in society may be the worst mistake we ever made.
§ Want to be a radical? Refuse to suffer. Then, wait for the assault.
§ Goodbye 2017, part two. (The real part.)
§ Sometimes you find home where you’ve never been—and you dwell where you aren’t.
§ The self can’t play Atlas for postmodernity because science is now supernatural.
§ Rehab is universal. So is history.
§ Identity, transcendence, and tactics.
§ Untitled. (a.k.a. Pretty faces, new old photos.)