Right now I feel very compressed, as though I am at the crest of a wave of activity and expectation that has been building all year. I don’t expect the wave to break until July. I will be riding it at its apex, therefore, for some time.
Surf’s up, I suppose. I hope I can swim.
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Of all times and places in the world I think I am most at ease standing on a busy street corner in an urban area.
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I like pizza an awful lot.
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Began today with a whole bunch of photos. It was good because it reminded me that there is a world out there somewhere, still.
I have been quitee tense lately, I think.
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I would like to be able to spend a day on a lake or out to sea. I don’t think that’ll happen anytime soon or in ways that I would enjoy. For example, it would mean having to ride in someone else’s boat (since I don’t have one) and that would put me ill at ease.
But dammit all if I don’t wish I was out there right now floating.
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Okay, this thought really makes me want seafood. Once in a small coastal town when on a road trip with my bro’ we stopped in at a random shantybar and had random American-style seafood and a beer. I remember there was a guy hosing what seemed to be the entire town down outside.
Good memories.
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The world can be dominated but it cannot be convinced. This is the lament of the blind and of the martyr alike.
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Underneath it all lies the body of our recollection, in repose, a hedge against the void.