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Sometimes you have a way of making yourself hear what you want to hear… of making believe and then finding evidence to support your dreaming even though there really isn’t any. I am the king of this behavior. Right now I feel guilty about it… and two hours from now I won’t understand any longer what I’m writing about right now.

I sometimes think it isn’t possible for me to learn my lessons.