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It’s 4:30 in the morning and I just saw Apocalypse Now again for the first time in a long time. My head is spinning. My hand is still numb. I wonder if I will ever have feeling in those fingers again? Doctor thinks so, but it will take a month or two.

Put the DVD away and now I’m going to sit and think for a while. Or maybe… Do I ever sleep? Someday I hope to do it nearly all the time.

Film school? Or maybe…