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I bought all eight volumes of Proust (Remembrance of Things Past) today. A new adventure…

Some days, I am amoral and antisocial and I frighten myself, like I might be dangerous, but I won’t realize it until a moment too late… And then, I wonder if I will ever be normal again, or if such a suddenly transparent moment marks a new epoch for me which ends with death or prison or…

And then, the next day I wake up, shave, shower, etc… Like always.